In CO for a while.

Well we made the journey out here to CO early this morning. The last two weeks have been hectic with the move and then having bad morning sickness. I am glad it is all over and I can take this week and relax a little. I am glad not to be in the car anymore, it was killer on my lower back. It is all done and I am home for a while.

There are days when I think my life is so bad, but in reality I am blessed and today I am seeing that. We all have our days. For the most part the past week I have been pretty positive which is good for me. hehe I really miss Derrek already. I think this time away is good for us and will make us stronger. I am sad he will miss some important things in mine and the baby's life over the next four months. But I remember how grateful I should be because he will be here for the birth and that is more for a lot of military wives with husbands overseas. So that is a blessing, even though I know over the next four months I might not remember that everyday, but it is the truth.

I am missing some good friends too. I miss Brit and Kelly lots! That was the hard thing of leaving Fort Irwin...leaving the amazing friends you make. It is military, but that does not mean it will not suck. Great friends are hard to find, but when you do, you hold on to them tight! It is funny how your life progresses and your friends you have as a adult come from so many different times and places throughout your life. Military, elementary school, high school, church and other random things have brought some wonderful friends into my life and I could not be luckier to have that.

Today is a not so good day as far as the pregnancy goes. I am so drained, sick to my stomach and my lower back is killing me. You have your good and your bad days, all of them are worth it in the end. Today is just a rough one, I think because I am making up for the last two weeks of mayhem and stress.

Well that is it for now. Be grateful what life brings you even if it is not always what you planned!

XOXO