Miscarriage

Well I had a 2nd ultrasound today. it showed no growth in the baby. That means I am miscarrying. I am kind of in the process of it. Hopefully it will be over SOON. This is something no one prepares you for. It is just something you never think you are going to go through. I am lost on how to move on from here. I just want Derrek here! I do not want to have to go through this. I want to sleep and when I wake up it not have happened. That is really all I can say right now! I am so lost and hurt and just not sure how to move on from here.

The good thing is I am going to see Derrek Presidents weekend. This is the time we need one another and he has 4 days off. So this is what we both need and want. All I can ask is for everyone to pray. Pray this ends soon and I keep it together.

XOXO,
Megs