I have so much!

Sometimes you get so down and life keeps handing you crap...as I know! And you get screwed over so much it is hard to remember that things happen and people come into our lives that do NOT screw us over. We focus on the bad ones that sometimes we forget about the good ones, right in front of us...Well at least I do this. I have finally gotten out a little bit and it has been so great to be reminded who I am, where I come from and the wonderful people who are there new and old.

Last week I went to hang out with a old HS friend. She really hurt me like 5 years ago. But once we got together it was as if we had been friends forever. We both have grown and changed but are still the same. It was nice to re-connect and have that girl who was just as emotional and passionate about things as I am. We connect and have so much fun together. Also thanks to Britters, it kind of got me started on getting out again and enjoying life. Thank goodness for her and her persistance! Thanks Brit!!

This weekend I did more than I have since before I was pregnant so that was great for me and helped me with sleeping a little. Saturday night I hang out with Ashley(for those who do not know her and i have been friends since we were 5 years old!). We went to this little ghetto bar becasue my friend, Josh his band was playing there. Not our type of bar but we went for support of Josh. It was great to be out with Ashley and have a few drinks. She is excited to take me out over the next couple months. The way I see it is this is about the only time I will not be working in my life so might as well live it up and have some fun. It was also great to hear Joshs band and look at the changes they have come through esp him. It was nice to see a old friend who really helped me in life and got me where I am.

Then yesterday, Sunday, I hang out with two friends for my dorm days at Colorado Mtn College my first year of college. Katie and I went up to CO Springs to see Chelsea. We met her boyfriend who is so perfect for her and makes me so happy to see her having such a great support system becasue she has been through a lot.
The three of us girls than went to the mall, then mini golfing and then got ice cream. I was so tired by the time we headed home but it was worth it. It was as if no time had passed since we saw one another last which was my wedding. We had so much fun and it was so great to be reminded you have great friends.

So over all I have learned and been reminded that I might not talk to people all the time but when things get rough they are there. When you get to get out of the house they are there. If you need a shoulder they are there no matter the distance! I have gone throuhg a lot with girl friends hurting me and walking all over me, but in the end finally at the age of 23 (well in a month I will be 23) I have finally learned how to pick my friends and am blessed!

So to Kelly, Britters, Amanda, Chels, Katie, Ashley, Shanda, Desirae and anyone else who has been there....THANK YOU...I could not get thorugh this without you!!!

XOXO,
Megs