So we moved to El Paso and Granted I was only there for a few days before leave to come visit my family on the East Coast...I hate moving. I hate making GOOD friends and then getting comfortable with them and leaving again. It is hard to keep in contact with friends. It is even harder when they still have friends and a life, while I do not have that. I have Derrek but you still need friends. Not living on base this time will make it even harder to make friends. I hate that. I hate being so insecure. I am always afriad if I do not talk to my best friend or godo friend each day that we are growing apart. Stupid I know...but I can not help that feeling. Why is that? I get jealous so easily when old friends go out or have fun. That is so childish I feel. I need a life. lol I am not good with the making good friends and moving and having to start over. AHHHHHHH! I need to stop being overemotional...and trust in my TRUE friends I have made! No one is doing anything wrong, but me, not trusting in the bonds I have with some amazing people!
XOXO,
Megs
Keys
16 years ago
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I know exactly what you mean. I have yet to meet anyone here, minus Jean He and a neighbor. It is definitely a lot harder not living on base, that is the only thing I miss! Once things settle down for you I hope that we can stay in touch better!!
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