March was amazing! It was full of some amazing memories. Of course there were still rough days where I cried and wished I was still pregnant. But for all I have been through this month was wonderful. I have been blessed with some amazing people! I have found a amazing friend when I needed it most. I have gained more strength then I ever imagained having before. I began to see life in a new way since the miscarriage. I began planning our honeymoon. I finally found some nice apartments in El Paso that are within about 25 minute drive. I got closure on something that had been hurting me for 3 years. I got my hair done and love it. Derrek and I have become even closer. Derrek and I understand how important our love is. I learned that even though some friends are not close in distance they have been amazing through it all! I have spent lots of me and my mommy time. I have laughed more than i have in a long time. I have stressed less than i have in a long time. I saw life in a brighter light and believed that people can make all the difference in your life.
Miscarrying was by far the worst expereince ever, but I have to be grateful for everything that has come out of it since. God has blessed me and made me see myself in ways I never did before. Helping me to forget abuot something and leave it in his hands. Reminding me of who I am and the strength I carry in me. My showing me the people in my life who truly care and are worth my time and energy. As I sit and reflect on this amazing month i can only hope that April is full of many more memories, lessons and laughters! Consdiering it is my birthday month and when Derrek finally comes home...I am in great hopes that it will be good! As sad as I am to see March be done, I look forward to the new memories i will make in April.
XOXO,
Megs
1 comment:
I LOVE this side of you!!!! I'm so glad you are surrounded by great people, and that your life is going so well. I love your hair too!! Very cute! I think leaving Fort Irwin may have helped a tad ;)
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