So last night...well this morning. I woke up and had just had a dream that was so very vivid.
I have never had a dream of having children except one time when I was pregnant that is it. Last night I had one of us having a little boy. At first he was a baby and then the next thing I remember is him being in kindergarten. Derrek and I went to pick him up from school. Derrek was in his uniform. The little boy had hair just the color of Derrek's like to the T! The little boy ran into my arms when he saw us. I remember this dream in such details the little boys shoes came off when he ran into my arms. His shoes were slip on superman shoes that were blue. Derrek went and picked them up out of the green grass! That is how much I remember at least that scene of the dream.
The dream was not neccssiarily a bad dream but it was hard for me to think about! The fact that I remember it so vividly is hard. It was a sad dream for me to wake up and remember. Never had a dream where I had a child I could see vividly and then remember that dream in so many specifics later when i woke up! Not to sure how I feel about it but it has had me a little shaken up all day!
XOXO,
Megs
Keys
16 years ago
2 comments:
That must have been so hard to wake up =(
I know it's hard to see it, (and don't just hear me say blah blah blah) but you are so incredibly young and there is plenty of life ahead of you. Sometimes we get so myoptic that all we can see is the bad hanging right in front of our nearsighted eyes and nothing else can make it around that problem, trust me, I deal with this too but try to look beyond and see what else may be there for you. It's something better and bigger than you can imagine.
peace.
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